Dear Diary,

May 28, 2021

Along time not writing. Because of so many activity. Not, not like this. Because of my comitment that not consistent. 

Well, and today I would to tell about something. Something that make me and my husband fell uncomfortly. Its about person who we helped, but not thanksfully. Even, he said to others about something which we don’t do, the bad act of course. I don’t know why, he did like that. 

Actually I have been feel uncomfortly start he join us. But I always believe with my husband that he’s good people. And you know, he always do deviation in every opportunity that have given. And my husband always forgiving. But he do it repeatly. I and my husband always believe that he do like that because of something forced. Arrived at a moment that he can’t  forgiven again. One by one of opportunity have been wasted. 

My husband always comfort me. He said, “Maybe all of  that we give to he, without ikhlas. So Allah restore to us like that”. Astaghfirullah. I take refuge from all forms slander in the world 

Dear Diary,

 

April 04, 2021

Consistency, Why it’s so difficult to do. I have been been try tio do it, in order to make my target can be fulfil in time. But so many temptation that change your goals. Like as me, that have made the daily schedulle, arrange it one by one with completely time. But it always auotomatically change with momentary pleasure. The solution for solve it, is about consistency. In here, you may not tempted with all of activity that out for your plan. When your mind try to direct you with the other one, you have to reject it imediatelly. The second one is, you have to busy with the activity, mainly with your arranged activity. If you busy, you perhaps don’t have many time to do other. So you still in the right scope. Bismillah, Let’s do it 

Dear Diary,

 

December 04, 2020

Today, we’re going to talk about time management. Any one here same like me? The one who always feel that time never enough to do anything. Yaa, I always feel thaht 24 hours is a bit. Then I evaluated why?  The answer is about how to we manage the time is. I found the poin here. And able to applied for other, is about how we keep our relationship with our God, Allah. Means, Time for praying. Are we do in beginning or in the end of time is.  Then It’s become measurement . I have proofed it. I believe that God always guide me in my daily activities. So we never do something that useless. And yesterday, I contemplated about the meaning of happiness. I I found that happiness is about peace of mind. I thinked, I had much money, But why I still restless. So, to making our mind peacefull,  we should closed with God